EmotionsRunningWild

I don't get why people say things like "new year, new start" because when ever is it really a new start? I know i've got a new start, i've still got to deal with the stuff crap that i wanted to leave behind.... I wanted to forget these and leave them in the past but people (my boyfriend) just don't want too, they just want to add to it all the time. Well, my 2009 so far has been....... crap, complete crap. The year's only just begun and already i just feel like giving up, and that i want it to be over. I'm still with my boyfriend, its been like 10 months since we started going out, but something has changed and he's not the same person he

I thought i'd write a bit about myself on the journal so you can sort of get an over look into my life. Well i've just turned 15, i live in Colchester in England. I go to the Gilberd School and I'm in my last year now. I do have a boyfriend and i love him so much. Words couldn't explain it enough or in enough detail. I know I'm still only young but i know in my head and heart that he is the one i want to spend the rest of my life with. I have long brown hair with purple streaks and blue eyes. I'm interested in hair-dressing, make-up, drawing, photography and writing. I've been told by so many people now that i'm a good listening and i do b